This blog will be permanently inactive as of now.
Cheating and lies have ruined this relationship and I’m better off just moving on.
Sorry guys, and thank you all for following and supporting us.
Her eyes - Beth has the most beautiful eyes in the whole world, they’re honestly gorgeous. I could stare into them for an eternity.. I feel like i could get lost in them. I love they way they light up when she wakes up beside me or i say that I love her. When she stares into my eyes, I can see that she loves me and how much I mean to her.
Her lips - Beth’s lips are the sweetest lips on the planet. I love kissing her so much and I really could do it for hours. Quite often I’ll start craving her kisses when we are apart or even when she’s in the same room. I can’t help it, she’s just so kissable..
Her smile - Beth’s smile is the single best thing i have ever laid eyes on, whenever i see her gorgeous smile it never, ever fails to make me smile. And when the smile accompanies an ‘I love you’ my heart does somersaults and I fill up with butterflies and I feel on top of the world. When i catch her looking at me and smiling, i cannot describe the feeling it gives me.. It makes me feel incredible.
Her voice - Beth’s voice is like music to my ears. I can listen to her talk for hours.. Her voice makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I really wish I could hear it more often.. I really really do.. I love her voice. And I love her cute little giggle, it makes me smile every single time i hear it.
The way she looks at me - How do I even describe the way she looks at me? It gives me such an incredible feeling. I feel like I’m about to blush and I’m full of butterflies and bahh. When she looks at me, I feel like my heart might explode
The way she says ‘hey’ at the start of a phone conversation - I know it’s only a little thing, but I never overlook the little things. I absolutely adore the way she answers the phone to me.. Her cute little ‘hey’ makes my heart flutter..
The way she says ‘I love you’ - When Beth tells me that she loves me, either through text, skype, on the phone or to my face, It gives me absolutely insane butterflies and it makes me want to grab her and kiss her and hold her as close as possible. It makes me feel amazing, like i can do anything. When i tell her that i love her, and she comes back with ‘I love you more’, it makes me incredibly happy.. I mean, I love her more than anything, more than can be imagined, explained and described. And SHE loves ME more?!. Whoa. It honestly makes me feel so full of butterflies that i may start floating at any second.
The way she instinctively grabs my hand - It doesn’t matter if we’re watching a movie, out with friends, out together, curled up in bed, or just doing absolutely anything together, her hand always, always finds mine.. And they fit together perfectly, like they were meant to. I remember being so sure of this one day that i took a picture of us holding hands, and i still have it. There’s something about holding Beth’s hand that makes me feel safe, secure, comfortable and happy. It never felt like that with anyone else before.
The way she hugs me - Beth gives amazing hugs. When she wraps her arms around me, I feel so safe and so loved. She always holds on so tight and I never want to let her go. Her hugs are addictive and as soon as i see her, I throw my arms around her and tell her I’ve missed her. When she wraps her arms around me I never want that moment to end, I could happily hug her forever.
The way she cuddles into me - I adore the way Beth cuddles into me when we’re curled up together, the way she huddles as close to me as physically possible while i wrap my arms tightly around her, makes me so unbelievably happy and she lays her head on my chest to listen to my heartbeat and that is probably the cutest thing in the world. When we curl up like that, I’m perfectly happy and content to just stay like it for hours
How beautiful she is - She is the most beautiful girl in the world to me, without any doubt whatsoever. I thought it before i even met her, when I’d only seen her in pictures or through webcam. I thought it the first time i saw her face to face, she was walking towards me through Manchester station, with the biggest smile on her face that I’d ever seen. I was speechless. I remember thinking, wow, she’s gorgeous.
She’s beautiful when she isn’t wearing any makeup and she’s beautiful when she’s just woke up and she’s all sleepy. Shes absolutely gorgeous in every way.
How beautiful she looks when she’s asleep - When Beth’s asleep, curled up all peaceful, she’s so beautiful. Sometimes i find myself staring at her on skype or in person, thinking to myself ‘I love you so much, I’m so unbelievably lucky to have you’ and wishing she was awake so i could kiss her and tell her how much i adore her..
The way she blushes - She is so cute when she blushes, she goes all red and tries to hide in whatever she’s wearing, her bedding or her hands. This is usually followed by a playful little ‘shut up’, which is equally as cute. Seeing her blush always puts a smile on my face.
The way she’s always there for me - She’s always there for me no matter what I’m going through, no matter what she’s doing. She’d drop everything to help me, or anyone. She calms me down and screws my head back on straight. Just today, she was there for me when i was panicking about my mum’s operations. She’s been there for me through so much, always helping me, always looking after me, and i don’t think she realises just how much i appreciate everything she does for me.
The way she makes me feel - She makes me feel incredible, she really does. Like I’m the most important person in her world,as she’s the most important person in mine. When I’m with her or on skype or the phone with her, I am the happiest person on this earth. Especially when we’re together in person.When i talk to her or see her, she makes me feel complete, happy. She’s my soulmate and she’s everything to me, she completes me and makes me whole.
The way she cheers me up - She can always cheer me up, without fail. Either by calling me and letting me hear her voice or skyping with me and maybe making funny faces, or telling me she loves me and saying such sweet things to make me feel better. She never quits until she’s seen me smile.
The way she does thoughtful little things for me - Like making me gifts like the bad mood jar and little book made of a deck of cards, writing me letters, posting about me, getting my favorite snacks when i come to visit, etc. She does so much for me it’d be impossible to list them all, but just know that she’s so so incredibly sweet to me and she’d do anything to see me smile.
The way she looks at me when she thinks I’m asleep - I’ve seen the way she looks at me when she thinks I’m asleep. I have to fight back the smile so she doesn’t catch me peeking. It makes me feel incredible.. and oh so loved and adored.. Sometimes i open my eyes when i catch her doing this and i smile at her and she smiles back, so wide. And i’ll mouth to her that i love her and she’ll do the same.
She says she sometimes cries when I’m sleeping, because she loves me so much and she can’t believe she has me, but what she doesn’t know is i sometimes do the same. And i reach out to touch the image of her on my screen, desperately wanting to be able to touch her and i tell her i love her.
I’ll never know what I did to deserve her in my life, but I am really really glad I met her. She is absolutely everything to me and it’s frustrating how nothing i write can ever do her justice. I’ve fallen so deeply in love with her that the entirety of my heart is dedicated to her, there’s no room in there for anything else.
I love Beth, so much more than anyone thinks <3
I don’t know if you’ll see this Beth.
But, I love you. I always have and I always will.
I can’t do this without you. You are everything to me, not a single day goes by where I’m not thinking about you constantly. I’d give anything to be able to show you or tell you how much you mean to me, but I can’t and it continues to frustrate me.
You literally are everything to me. You make me want to wake up in the morning, you motivate me to do well at things and you make me happy.
I cant imagine how my life would have turned out if i hadn’t met you. You literally did swoop in at a time when my life was terrible and made everything better. You made me happy when i was certain all i deserved was sadness, you helped me fix things that I thought would always be broken, me included. And you made me fall so deeply in love with you that there’s no chance of it ever changing. You were always the best thing that ever happened to me and probably always will be.
You make life worth living. It’s no secret that I wouldn’t be here without you. You took away all the bad and gave me something to hold on to, something to fight for and something to look forward to.
I love you, so much more than you think, more than you know. More than you can imagine. I wish i could show you. I hope I can one day.
You’ll never understand just how much you mean to me or how much I love you. I’ve tried so hard to get the words out but I just can’t.. It’s honestly the most frustrating thing in the world.
How do you even articulate a feeling so overwhelming and undefinable?. I’ve tried telling you, I’ve tried showing you, I’ve tried writing it out but each time I fail to explain it.
I love you more than anything, and I can honestly say that I love you more and more every day. I’ll never stop loving you, It’s not possible. You’re my soulmate and while I can’t promise things won’t be hard or things won’t occasionally be broken, I can promise that, as always, I’ll never, ever give up on you or us.
I want to marry you, I want to start a family with you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I’ve never been more certain of anything.
I love you with all my heart and so so much more, you really have no idea. <3
Even the distance can’t break us.
see as Skype just dropped… :(